Contest Blog 76! (Blog 419)

In this Matt Jones appreciation day, Matt talks of his struggles dealing with anxiety and OCD! He even wears a t-shirt with ‘anxiety’ written on it and his friendly face is showing! He pulls the look off and promotes himself with a stylish dignity which he may or may not show off to people whilst he works in a school. If I were to wear an honest shirt with my face on it, I would have to show the writing ‘schizo’ and I wouldn’t be looking happy or friendly, I’d make my eyes be fixed to springs on the clothing, so when I move my eyes shake really crazily. I may not literally look like that, but only because I have to stop myself. Try wearing that in a school. Matt explains that OCD is caused by feelings of anxiety. I REALLY check my car headlights are turned off when leaving it. I wonder what my deep-rooted anxiety is there. It could be something repressed, or it could just be I fear leaving my headlights on. Which I do. Similarly I repeatedly check my door is shut when leaving the house. I don’t fear my house running out of batteries and not being able to start, that wouldn’t make sense. Maybe there I have a repressed, mysterious fear? Maybe, or maybe I don’t want people breaking into my home and stealing my CDs, because I really don’t want that happening either!

I sometimes think to myself if a burglar is likely to end up stealing from my home, I really should write them a note prepared beforehand, and it goes like this: ‘Steal the TV, guitars, etc. if you really have to (but I’d prefer it if you didn’t) but leave my music collection alone and my computer, too.’ I’m just saying most things are replaceable, but buying my hundreds of CDs again would take AGES. Would a burglar respect that? It would be very strange. It would suggest criminals simply need to be told ‘no’ and then they would live honest lives. All those prisons, all those prison guards, lengthy legal procedures and for what? No reason, crooks just need to be told to think of others. A bitter sweet feeling, I guess. I’ll tell you another thing that causes bitter sweet feelings: Weight loss drugs. Of course I don’t want other people to be overweight, but I spend a lot of my time going to the gym. The fact all of that time could be wasted gets to me. Luckily for me in a way - a selfish way - weight loss drugs don’t build muscle, so I guess my working out time isn’t a waste. If such drugs did build muscle, THEN I’d be annoyed. In that case at very least weight loss drugs wouldn’t build up a sense of discipline that I get from working out? If they did… well… there are no words.

Now check Matt’s video out, below!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K7mga7c9asE

Now let’s talk about Matt again. I’m not sure if I’ve ever seen a Youtuber THREATEN other people to subscribe to them like Matt does. Even if he didn’t mean it, if someone like Pewdiepie said ‘If you don’t subscribe to me, I’ll mess you up haha’ or whatever, I would assume he’s trying to be funny, I guess it would be funny, but he would stand out quite a lot. Not as much as me of course, even when I’m acting ‘normally’. If for whatever reason I decided to threaten people to follow me whilst laughing, sadly it would probably stay in people’s minds until the day they died. What I’m trying to say is, if possible, look normal. You can do it Matt, treasure your gift. Because you do have a gift and it’s amazing. :) See that was creepy, wasn’t it? Did I mean to come across that way? Dear God, no. To wrap this blog up, maximum respect goes to Matt for being so professional he has had other Youtubers saying things like ‘Nice video’. Again, in theory it shouldn’t make sense, I guess Matt is perfect. See, I’ve done it again, haven’t I? Anywho, blog over bye!